I search deep within myself for an emotion
But all I feel is emptiness
A large room filled echoes
Of past memories and occurrences
I feel no love I feel no hate
Just an amused bystander
Silently watching people make stupid administrations
To the elusive illusion of love
Don’t they ever get it?
Don’t they understand that love is a mirage?
A shinny horizon that promptly disappears
Every time you think you have reached it?
A mist of vapor in a hot humid day
That quickly vaporizes and can never quench thirst.
What I feel is emptiness, utter nothingness
For I loved once
And my heart was broken
Into a million little pieces
And so now, am not heartless
But just a girl with a numb heart